2. New Beginnings and Letting Go

What has popped up for me is New Beginnings and Letting Go. When God gifts you with a new beginning, you have to be willing and brave enough to let go of what doesn’t serve you anymore. It had its purpose. Take the lessons and learn from it.

Why do we have a hard time doing this?? It’s because our ego is familiar with the pain, with the sadness, with the old ways of doing, the “program”. The ego is fearful of stepping out into the new, afraid of the unknown. Well guess what sweet soul, the unknown equals opportunity. Take a leap of faith because you’ll be glad you did. You’ll experience happiness that you never knew existed.

Imagine what it would feel like if you were to let go of all the things taking up negative space and weighing you down. Love yourself enough to say no more. Say I can not let this consume me any longer and put it down just that easy. You can’t [energetically] give to anything else (or anyone else) when you have all that “baggage” taking up space. Precious space. Space that could be used in a positive way to serve your highest good. The universe wants to give to you, and to make you feel love and peace, but you have to let go; release the negative to create space for the positive to come in. Surrender and Trust in Him. You have the strength and resiliency inside of you. ASK for it. Claim to Him (God; Source; whomever Higher Power you believe in ) that you are ready. He doesn't give you anything that you can not handle. He's just waiting for you to reach your arms out to ask Him for help.

What do you have to lose? You’re not getting anywhere by not changing. Not growing. You want what you want, but you don’t do anything different than what you’re use to get it. Your past controls you whether you’re aware of it or not. It plays out in all your relationships, it plays out in your false limiting beliefs, etc. Raise your consciousness. Do the inner work. * Topic to be discussed at a later post.

How do I do this??? By pushing through the discomfort and the resistance because that’s where growth is. It was hard at first like with everything else, but how bad do you want it? How bad to you want to change? To grow? How bad do you want to break free from the chains of the past and live a life you never knew existed. And then, show up for Him (God; Source; your Higher Power) and for You. Reap the rewards waiting for you. The fear of knowing what you want, but holding back by fear and not getting what you want is counterproductive. Intuition vs. Ego. Learn it. * Topic to be discussed at a later post.

Break free sweet soul because change feels good.

I was so resistant and stubborn to His teachings, I would even say there was some childlike kicking and screaming haha, but I surrendered to Him because He knows what’s in my heart and what would make me happy. Unknown is scary, but like I said, with uncertainty comes opportunity. Accept His gift. Let go and Trust in Him. Unknown is only scary because it’s unfamiliar. We all have been hit with so many obstacles. It sucks. It’s hard. Change your thinking into what can I learn from this? How can I see this in a positive light? It may seem shitty, feel how you need to feel and honor that, but know that obstacles are only detours in the right direction. Choose to get excited instead of fearful! I get to learn something different today. Some would say Ugh! Annoying! But! You get to. It can be empowering if you want it to be.

My past doesn’t control me anymore. I control my reality and He gave me fresh new eyes, fresh new beliefs, and fresh new perspectives. I set myself free and took my power back. It took me a long time to stop focusing on what I have lost into changing my perspective into look at what I have gained!! If today was your last day, what would you do?? Then do it. Fear is not an option. We are not guaranteed tomorrow.